Hellos!

I`m so bored and tired right now,something made my mind busy for 11 month and now it made it busier and busier so i cant study anymore,of course i dont study as you know.I just dont want to go to school cause i want to think...i dont know about what,i just need to.It couldnt happen till i pass in konkour,cause when i take it,i can think more and more,i know that it`s not good to think so much but i love thinking...about future,myself,my family,my friends and so on.I afraid to lose my friends too.I love them so much and they are a part of my life or better my soul,if they are happy,i will be happy too and if they are sad,i will be sad too.I want to be lonely but i dont want to lose my friends too.I wanted Khoda and Khorma together.I need to be lonely now,it`s a feeling that i had since last year, I want to know myself better and it`s the reason.I want to be lonely with my God,i want to thank him about every thing he has given to me till now and every thing he will give me in the future too.I feel like crying now,the song which im listening is so sadness..I need some one`s help...can some one hear my voice?

I want to tell some one some thing but i cant and i dont know what to do?I cant keep that secret but it`s so personaly and i just should tell... .It`s very painfull...have you ever had this situation?If you had,tell what to do please.It realy hurts my heart,my soul and... .

Better to levae..Bye!

Hello!

Imm happy right now cause tomorrow is holiday and today was too.Of course today wasnt a formal holiday,we were suppose to go on camp but we didnt go,i mean Me,Atieh,Homa and Mahboobeh.Homa had a party today and we went there instead.It was all fun,I went at 5:45 pm and i cameback home at 10 pm.I was the first one who came to party,Mahboobeh was the second and Atieh was the last.I ate very much and now im not feeling well.We started eating Chocolate and Tea at first,then we ate Pizza,Salad,Pirashki (a very delicious food which is like sandwich and Homa`s Mum cook it ver well always) and Soda.I ate 2 Tea cups and 2 Pirashki and Salad and a piece of Pizza!I saw picturse of George Cloony which Homa saved from Internet.They were so bi namusi!I listened to Duran Duran`s songs too and actually they sang very beautiful and i asked home to give me their CDs but she had los it...Bad luck!Thank you Homa so much and her Mum specially!We took some picturse with Atieh`s camera too!Atieh was alittle sad cause her Mum told her that she wont let her to use computer and specialy Internet,but i know Atieh will do it very well as last week!I love you Atieh when you are using computer with out your Mum`s permission.

Some thing else,I found a song which i`ve been listening to it when i was child and it`s so beautiful,here is the Lyrics:

Mesle shabnam ke nemimoone roo golo poone,Garmaye vafa mibare az del hame kineha,Dela mishe rooshan,

Ay ghahr nakon to ba man,Ay ghahr nakon to ba man.

Bahat ghahram,baz nakon dahan,ba man harf nazan,hasood nayasood,in che kari bood,che diro che zood nemikonam ashti,

jaye ashti nazashti,jaye ashti nazashti.

rize rize kam kam,dast bezar too dastam,fasle shekoftan,delaye ma roshan,ala kolang rango varang,golo goldoone,na`ana o poone,ashti konoone,dela mishe roshan.

Ay ghahr nakon to ba man,Ay ghahr nakon to ba man.

It`s about some one who dont want to speak to her friend.I mean sheis not speaking with her friend for terms.

I love it so much and i`ve played it more than 50 times.It takes me to my child`s world,i mean when i had no problem and i was all free.I asked Atieh to listen to it today too and she has listened to it when she was child too but she said that the Lyrics were different.Im going to send it to her tonight.I wanna download some softwares too but it depend`s on the speed and i think it will be slow cause tomorrow is holiday and people are using Internet tonight.

By the way,Fardis will come toight and i hope we dont fight.But i want to argue with him alittle bit.I wanna say Good-bye to him too till the summer cause our exams are alot and i cant come online every week.we`ll have Geometry exam on wednsday too.we had Physics exam on saturay and it was very good.After the exam we went to the computer workin place to type some papers for our Theology teacher and we didnt go to English calss.Then we went to Physics-Lab to experiment some Physics laws and then we came back to Computer working place,We were typing till Mahboobeh found out the Phone line which was connected to computer and then we started using Internet with Homa`s account.We didnt go to math class.It was very funny when we used Internet without premission and we had very good time.Masoomeh and sahar were there too.

Okay...i`s betetr to leave.Bye for now.

Hello my friends!

Im really sad right now again cause holidays will be finish in 6 days and then we should go to school...

So much things happened but i should explain them later.

By the way,Mahboobeh sent me my interies and i updated them 5 minutes ago...im really happy! Thanks Mahbobeh.

Atieh helped me too...she sent 3 of my interies and thank you Atieh!

Hope to come back again.

Hello all!!!

Feeling really sad for what happened 3 days ago...i wanted to change the Windows to XP 2005 cause i think it it better and as always i forgot to save my entries,you know i deleted them to changing the font of my Live Journal and now i dont have them...IIshshshshsh.I asked Sahar but she had cleaned her computer`s history, i talked to Mahboobeh yesterday and I was suppesed to ask her if she dont see my LJ since 2 weeks ago or not,but i forgot to ask.I really dont know what to do with what i`ve done!!! Oh...girl forget it...new year will come in 3 days and im happy.You know that they closed schools and i didnt go to school for 4 days and we have 15 days as holiday too,but after that we have to study again and it makes me so sad...i really hate studing but it is the the only way to going to university.So mush thing happenedbut there is no time to explain cause Fardis will come in 5 minutes and i should do something to repair Yahoo Messenger.

Bye for now...dont worry i will comeback~!!!

Hello...

I come just to write some thing about these holidays we had...do you know why they made these days as holiday?

I know that i cant explain it for you well but it`s better that nothing...

It is a religiuos custom and it`s because of martyrdom of our Imam Hussein who is our third Imam.I really love him and he is so dear for Muslim people.We mourner for him and his family every year.He died in Karbala which is a place in Iraq.He sacrificed himself and his family for Islam and now we have to honour that event.They were very thirsty when their enemies killed them.He sacrificed his little boy who was 6 month old and all of his family and his friends.It really hurts me...his little boy has killed by his enemies.It is very important for us,Most of the people in iran do it every year very great...i love this religious custom very much...people always come to streets and cry for him and his family.Im so sad and sorry for that event and i dont know what can i do to honour it in the best way...

Okay...we should go to school tomorrow and it`s so bad.I think we have Algebria exam too.I hate this lesson,it is boring and our teacher is Kalepook too.We should study Persian and History too,it is terrible to go to chool tomorrow after 3 holidays.I am waiting for Norooz holidays...

Well...it`s better to go...see you~!

Hello!!

Im happy right now cause we have 3 days as holiday...i really am tired from school and lessons but there is no way to escape from them.I dont like getting up at 6 am in the morning but it is something i have to do except holidays and because of that i like holidays.We will have about 20 days as holiday next month cause we have the Norooz Eve and im happy too much.I really love Norooz Eve cause it`s an ancient feast which is holding just in Iran.I dont know that you know something about Norooz or not,but let me say something about it...our new year starts on spring and it calls Norooz...we celebrate it every year.I really love spring,but the problem is that always we have many exams on spring and as you know i hate exams,i will say about Norooz at the end of this month.

Today i had Math class and it was good.Our teacher is funny and he teaches well.It was about 2 hours and i became tired.I had English class after that and it was all fun like always...we laughed so much.I went to my classes at 3 pm and i came back home at 6:30 and im tired now.I saw a film last night which Nikolas keidge was played and it`s name was the treasure. It was really exciting and i enjoyed it alot.I like Nikolas Keidge.

Ooh...and something else...I did something on tuesday and it really hurts me...im not going to say it to you cause it is a secret.I really didnt want to do that but it happened anyway and now im really sorry and sad.I want the time to turnback ...i want to compensate it now.I found out that i really need it but how i can turnback the time?? It`s not possible as you know...

I really am tired so it`s better to sleep.

Hello dears!!

I dont have anything to say,but i want to describe Sunday for you...

At first the score was 3-7 and it was for the benefit of the rival team,Atieh and me were praying for out team cause we wanted to win and at last our team won the first part of the game.We became so happy but after 5 minutes Atieh mentioned that if they win the second part,we should comeback to school and take the second Chemistry exam.It could be terrible...we started praying again.Can you guess what we prayed for? We wished to lose that part...because then there could be another set and so we could stay more there and escape from the exam!! We didnt want to but it was our last chance and we should use it.Mahboob became so angry when she heard our praying and said," It wouldnt rain with 2 black cats pray "...it`s a proverb,but she couldnt do anything and our team lost that set and we became :OOOOooooo.Actually we didnt want to lose the whole game,we wanted to lose that part of the game to find a way to escape from school and it happened anyway.Yeah...we could take the chance which we wanted but our team lost the best chance to win.

The third part started,We were so sorry,we started to pray again,it was very important and exciting...the difference between their score was 1 number (15-16) and it was for the benefit of our team.We prayed alot and finally they won!!

It was really good and we became tranquil so much.Then we cameback to school and out teacher didnt take the second exam and we became more tranquil!! Then we bought a chips,it was very pungent.We were so happy but one of our classmates came and said that our teacher will take the exam on wednesday!!

So this is the result of escaping from school!!

I dont have anything else to say...so see you later then!!

Hello all!!

How is every thing with you?

Im happy too much and i am sad a little...at first i want to explain why i am happy...it has 2 reasons: The first one is that tomorrow is holiday so i can sleep how much i want and im free all the day so i can do every thing i want and the second reason is that we`ve got some snow today after 1 month.When i got up today i saw the snow-covered yard and when i left home the streets were so beautiful...you know i love snow and cold weather .And why i am sad? It has one reason which is my computer has a problem with Yahoo Messenger and i dont know how i can repair it. I was busy with it after i cameback from school.I talked to Atieh in the evening and she suggested to change the Windows again but i did it last night and i knew it doesnt work but iaccepted and now i have a new Windows.I changed the Windows about 20 times since last month and i know that my computer will be demolished till next month ...could somebody help me please???

Oohh...and the newest news is that Rat cameback from Mecca on sunday and he came to school today .I cant say how much i hate him .He is not a good teacher cause he always pay attention at those students who are Khod Shirin and i dont like it.Some thing wonderful happened today and when i heard it i became like OOOoooo...The Khod Shirin students suggested to our teachers to take some exams next week cause they want to study for the examination we will take 2 next weeks.I dont know why they said that and i coudnt find out till now too....I can just say that they are .

Something else...I got my Report card last week and at first i showed it to dad!! When he saw my Math mark he became like o and he didnt say anything to me...i became so happy.

Then i told Mom about the Report Card and she asked about my worse mark and i said that it is Math.She didnt say anything to me too till now and i think it is a big miracle!!

I told Fardis to come tonight but he refused .I know he is the most boy that i`ve ever seen.I wanted to talked to him but he is like a big statue of stone and he understand nothing!!

By the way....Tuesday was Atieh`s Birthday.....and.....Happy Birth Day Atieh....love you!!!

Okay...i want to find something else to do so i should leave here untill next week i think...oohh...nooo...i will come back tomorrow too!!

Sweet dreams!!